Monday, July 31, 2006

So Blessed!

haha. Praise the Lord. Feel so blessed.

Daddy, I thank You for favor. I thank You that You gave me this privilege to be part of Your beloveds' lives. I thank You that You have blessed me and is continuing to bless me so abundantly each day. :D

haha. Yesterday I went for Children's Church ASG and I was really blessed by what was shared by pastor chin and a sister who received the long service award. Praise the Lord! haha.

As the sister was sharing, Daddy just flash back memories of how I used to so enjoy serving Him, out of the fullness and the overflow He has given me. haha.
Those feelings just came back to me -- How I just love the children because Daddy so loves me. Because of the fullness I felt in my heart, I can't help but want to pour it out to the lil champions! haha.

Thank You Lord that You are working IN me, through me. haha. I just feel so so blessed.

I forgot who but someone shared bout feeling the dryness of serving. haha! It's like, so meant for me! lols. *Blessed* The person said something like, "When you feel serving becomes so mundane and dry, don't just give up and just leave the ministry like this. Why not stay on and see what blessings Daddy would bring out of it?". haha.

My part is simply to rest and receive, His part is to do the miracle. :D

The sharings of yesterday and and what pastor prince preached today ((sunday)) really blessed me. haha. Pastor talked about a few things. But I would just like to share on one that really touched my heart and I really feel that Daddy is talking to me bout it. :D

Matthew 19:29 (NASB)
"And (AB)everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or farms for My name's sake, will receive many times as much, and will inherit eternal life.

Mark 10:29-31 (NKJV)
29 So Jesus answered and said, "Assuredly, I say to you, there is no one who has left house or brothers or sisters or father or mother or wife or children or lands, for My sake and the gospel's

30 "who shall not receive a hundredfold now in this time - houses and brothers and sisters and mothers and children and lands, with presecutions - and in the age to come, eternal life.

31"But many who are first will be last, and the last, first."

haha. Feel so blessed when pastor shared about this. That when I serve the Lord, I would not need to worry if I have spent enough time with my family. But when I give my time to Jesus, Jesus can take the lil that I have and multiply it back to me, exceedingly abundantly above all I ask or think. hehe. Daddy would not shortchange anyone! Daddy is debtor to NO man. haha. :D

Thank You Lord.
Thank You for Your presence in my life.
It makes a world of difference to my world. :D
Loves.

Woohoo! Time to orh orh ((sleep)) already. :D
Blessings to all because Jesus is King.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Daddy loves lil margaret

hehe. Daddy lovely, thank You for undeserved favor. Daddy, thank You for loving me unconditionally. Daddy, Daddy, thank You for amusing me even with the slightest thing in life. Daddy wonderous, thank You for being so patient and loving towards me. Daddy magnificent, thank You for Jesus. I thank You that because Jesus went through all the pain, lil margaret can now enjoy all the gain. :D

haha. Daddy loves margaret dearly and always. Never will once Daddy turn His face against margaret because Jesus lovely made all things possible by His blood. That today margaret doesn't need to see nor go through the down side of life. :D

Daddy, thank You for placing lovely people all around me to show me Your awesome love for me through them. Daddy, I thank You for You, for Love, for Hope, for Everything - Jesus. :D

Daddy God is awesome and He is gentle and kind. haha. He's BIG yet He's gentle. He's powerful yet He's compassionate. He's all wise yet He humbled Himself. This is my Jesus and my Jesus loves and saves. :D

For Your love is better than wine.
For Your love is better than life.

All undeserved, unearned, not worked for.
Never the same with You in my life.
I don't have to try, I don't have to cry but because You love, You gave. :D
I'll sing praises to You, all the days of my life. yeah! haha.

I ride on this love wave You have for me. The high tide of love and passion that never lowers down even when I grumble and was nasty towards You.
For You know what's best for me and I REST the rest of faith. haha!
This is the day the Lord has made. I will rejoice and be glad in it. :D

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Don't try. ;)

haha. I'm in school now!! hehe. Didn't go for first lesson. hehe.

Daddy, though I feel the pain and it seems so real. I thank You that Your Word says, by HIS stripes I am healed. :D I qalal the natural and thank You for the finished work. :D

hee. Just want to share a lil. Today I woke up and received sms from princess. Then I heard Daddy tell me, "Don't try. Just be, 'cause you are." haha. I'm not sure if it's a voice. Think it's more of a knowing on the inside. haha.

I was just trying and trying. haha. And I thank Daddy God for placing leaders in my life; to speak life into me, to remind me and bring me back to Jesus. Thank You Jesus. :D

Margaret, time to relax and let Daddy's super abounding undeserved favor to flow. :D Think it's really really time to look at things from the heaven point of view. ;)

Don't try to be conscious of Jesus, just be.
Don't try to be happy, just be.
Don't try to love people, just love.
Don't try to fellowship with God, just fellowship.
Don't try, don't try.

haha. All these are our portion. All these are the privileges we enjoy because Jesus is our big Brother. You don't try to be righteous because in Christ you are righteous. You don't have to try to be happy because in Christ you are happy. You don't try to be rich because in Christ you are rich. You don't try to be special and unique because in Christ you are special and unique. You don't try to have fellowship with God because in Christ you enjoy this fellowship with Daddy God.

The bold word is Don't try. haha. Stop trying to get to somewhere you already are at. Stop trying to have something you already have.

Why not try giving thanks instead. :D

Love love.
Unique & called for greatness.

Monday, July 24, 2006

An Apple. :D

haha. Okay. I kind of retyped this post a few times. I'm used to talking and typing to someone. Now that I'm blogging, I don't know who am I talking to. So I don't know what tone to use. haha! Funny. lols. Daddy, I thank You that I am Jesus-conscious.

Daddy God, I thank You for brother desmond, Lord. I thank You for spiritual and loving leaders. I thank You for a teachable heart. I thank You for leaders that love me enough to correct me and they love me more than enough to be there for me! haha.

Daddy God, I thank You for Siling, Bokky, Ruby, Zhen Ling, blessed princess Cai Hua and every blessed princesses in my life. I thank You that You've blessed me with this sisterhood that I share with them. That because this is a relationship You've given me, I would not need to worry nor care because You would be the One maintaining it and making all things good. haha! Daddy, I thank You that You placed people around me to bless me and to love me.

Daddy, I thank You for brothers in my life. Thank You Jesus. :D

Daddy, I thank You for leaders. haha. I thank You for Love. I thank You for Hope. I thank You for Righteousness. I thank You Lord. I thank You for relationships that never ends. I thank You Lord.

haha. I'm an apple! A red apple! haha. I saw this picture today or is it last night, I forgot. haha. I'm like a red apple, so red on the outside with white flesh on the inside. It is like the blood of Jesus that covers and blesses me, so red and beautiful. And my inside is made so white, pure, clean and righteous that the Holy Spirit can dwell on the inside of me. haha. I'm an apple! haha. Apple of Daddy's eyes. hehe. I'm sure I'm one apple that Daddy loves most. hehe.

Daddy, I thank You that christain life was never meant to be a stand-alone life. Because there is always a gang of brothers and sisters who are there to love and spend time with me. haha. Thank You Jesus. :D

Daddy, thank You that You are so BIG in my consciousness. I thank You that You are so magnified in my life. Daddy, I thank You that Your goodness is hitting my life left, right, center, from every corner. Jesus, I thank You that You are faithful and true. Thy name is Faithful :D

Jesus loves me. :D
REJOICE!

Friday, July 21, 2006

JESUS LOVES YOU!

Jesus loves you despite all that you do/did/going to do. You are not what you do. You are not what you say. You are not what you have. You are who are. You are you! Jesus loves YOU! Do you see it? Despite all that you do, despite all that you say, despite all that you have, Jesus still loves you! The Person of Jesus loves the person of you!

Nothing can stop Him from loving you. Nothing can make Him love you. Not your looks, not your conduct, not your money, not your health. He loves you because you are you, you are His. With no defense, no pretence, no nothing, come as you are.

He loves you when you seem to have everything on the outside. He loves you even when you have nothing.

He loves YOU!! I really can't say it more but it's YOU that He loves!
Jesus rather die than be separated from you! *took this from steve's bloggy. hehe*

Man! Don't disqualify yourself just because you made a mistake in life or even many mistakes in life. Don't disqualify yourself because of a wrong step you took. (Hebrews 10:17) Daddy can restore it all. (Joel 2:25-27) I'm sure He can. (Jeremiah 32:17) And He will do it much more! Double, sevenfold! All because He is the God of more than enough [El Shaddai]!

He is a compassionate God. (Psalm 145:8-9) He is a loving God. He would never discriminate you! He would never outcast you. He didn't wait for you to accept Him to save you. He saved you 2000 years ago when His Son hung on the cross, bearing all the shame, condemnation, guilt and punishment for YOU! Yes, YOU! You are SO important to God!

You are of much value to Him, in His eyes. He sent not any angel or any animal but He gave up His Son just for you! You are the pearl of great price! You are the precious wayward sheep He went after! It's YOU! You are so precious, you are so loved. Don't devalue yourself. Don't look down on yourself because God loves you!

People can't bring you down. People can't hold you up. Jesus is the One who would hold you when times are good. Jesus is the one who would lift you up when things seems bad. (Isaiah 41:10) There is therefore now no condemnation for you who are in Christ. (Romans 8:1)

Stop looking around for love. Stop running around to get things accomplished. You know and you know that nothing can satisfy but Him. You're just one call away from Him. haha. Not even a call because even a groan would reach the throne.

Oh! Just come to the throne of grace (Hebrews 4:16) with no nothing. Even when you fail, expect good to happen! Because where sin abounded, grace abounded much more. (Romans 5:20). Sin is no more the issue! lols.

Jesus didn't come for the righteous. Jesus came for the weak, came for the helpless, so that they would get saved and be safe in His arms! haha. Yes. I am one of them. haha. Thank God I'm saved and safe! haha.

Try no more! Jesus is THE SuperMan! :D

haha. Okay. I feel good. Thank God for Jesus and undeserved favor.

Jesus loves ME.
Jesus loves YOU!

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Jesus is cool!

Oh yeah! I'm blogging now! Praise the Lord! haha. I really thank Daddy God for joy and love. haha!

Daddy God, I thank You for undeserved favor to enjoy the process Lord. THANK YOU JESUS! haha. Daddy has been so telling me to enjoy. Enjoy the process ... Enjoy. haha. Yes Lord, I thank You for Jesus. I thank You that You are the King of my house. haha.

Man! I have so much to write!! haha. I really thank Daddy God for Jesus' finished work on the cross that today, there's no more condemnation, there's no more accusation, there's no more curses. Only blessings and blessings more abundantly. haha. Life and life more abundantly! haha.

Daddy, I thank You that You make me smile and laugh. :D Daddy, thank You that in Your presence I would not need any defense. I would not need to put up a brave front. I thank You that we are sharing this intimate relationship. hehe!

haha. Okay. I don't feel like blogging already though I said I have a lot to write. =x haha. Shall be back again when I feel like. Praise the Lord for daily provision. :D Jesus, I thank You.

Love love,
Jesus loves me & you! :D

Monday, July 10, 2006

Amazing grace

haha. Praise the Lord. I was reading big bro Desmond's blog and he talked bout the faith those people in this simple and beautiful village/island have in their idols. haha. *Des, I wanted to tag you bout this but I think it exceeded the word limit so I'm blogging it now! haha.*

Really praise God and I believe that the people in the village/island would be saved in Jesus' name! Amen. haha.

It's really amazing how Daddy God painted this picture in my heart and how He just whisper into my ears the good news, the love He has for my mum and my family. haha. I used to be so pissed off when I see my mum spending so much time reading those books about idol, talking to others bout idol, etc. haha.

But now when I see her doing that, talking to others about her idol and stuff, I just smile. Because I know one day she will be holding on to that same phone, using that same and even greater faith proclaiming the goodness of Jesus in her life to her friends. Telling the world how much and how great the love of God is for them. haha. It's just so amazing how far the Lord has brought me. Thank You Jesus. :D

haha. Daddy God, thank You for the joy and love You have for me. I thank You that You place me at the right place, at the right time, with the right people.
Daddy, thank You for divine favor and protection upon all that chance upon this post. I believe it's not coincidence. It's God-incidence. hehe.
Daddy, I thank You and I thank You. :D

Jesus loves and Jesus gives.
Jesus, my all in all. :D

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Brother Eng Kee!

Hey Bro Eng Kee, I just wanna take this chance to thank Daddy God for you! haha. You're booking in tomorrow! Boohoohoo~ haha. But yea! No worries! Papa and Jesus is always there for you, protecting and loving you! haha.

Bro, thanks for being there, being you. haha. You're my home-going khaki, my nursery serving khaki. haha. Really thank Daddy God for you. haha. It's really God-incident that we're in the same team for nursery and of course, in the same care group! Woohoo. haha.

You've been so sweet. haha. Taking MRT with me though bus would be faster for you. You're really a big brother to me. Thank God. haha. And yeap! You are a blessing wherever you go! And where you are, there the church is. Not sure if that's scriptural but yea, think you get what I mean. haha. Jesus is there wherever you are. hehe.

Blessings blessings. :D

Oh ya! Must meet when you book out k. *Spikey head* haha. Daddy loves you MOST. haha.

Sweet right. One whole post for you. HAHA!


Daddy loves.
Daddy gives.
I am Daddy's. :D

Monday, July 03, 2006

Give thanks

haha. I wanna thank Daddy God for bus on Friday. Though it was really late yet He provided me with a bus to take home. haha. Wanna thank Daddy God for blessing me today, that I'm able to sit in front for service! Woohoo! Not very front but it's much nearer compared to where I sat the last time I served. haha. Then of course wanna thank Daddy God for Jesus, making me righteous!! haha.

Okie. I'm done. Just here to give thanks. haha.

Blessings to all~
Daddy SUPER DUPER loves me. :D