Friday, October 28, 2005

Jesus is His name (:

haha. I have got nth much to blog bout. But i jus wanna hab a new entry! I don care! haha.


Jesus is His name. (:


haha. Skool's reopening soon!! Woohoo!! I'm realli looking forward to this coming semester. haha.

Wanted to talk bout my semester 1's results and stuff. But i kinda don feel the flow cos gotta force myself to recall stuff. lols. Anyway, i got a gpa of 2.3!! haha. Managed to pass all by the undeserved favour of Daddy. keke. And next semester is coming!! From valley to victory shall be my results man. haha.


I dunno bout u peeps but for mi, sometimes i will try to live on the memories of Daddy in my life, thinking bout His undeserved favour and love upon mi in the PAST events. And i don realli like it man. Cos i'll be like trying to recall stuff and live in that memory when Daddy's love and undeserved favour is fresh upon mi each day!! Why shld i live on memories instead of reality? haha. And a few days ago, i realli grew tired of this recalling stuff and i've decided... I don wanna live on memories no more! haha.


When i come to think of it, it's realli a waste of time! It's jus like trying to imagine how nice pudding tastes when a pudding is right in front of u and u're not eating it to enjoy it once again! haha.
Oh ya! And wad pastor prince shared yesterday was realli good. He said something like, to redeem ur time is to live NOW! haha. Don live on yesterday's memories or tmr's worries. Live NOW! haha. It's jus so cool! It realli applies to mi. hehe. Guess it'll apply to u too. *winks*


haha. And for mi, i've decided to live each day at a time. I'm still learning yea. haha. And i jus wanna feel Daddy's love and undeserved favour fresh and new upon mi each day. Worry not bout tml and live not on past regrets! haha.


haha. In the bible, Jesus always introduce Himself as "I AM". This realli says of who He realli is. He is a veri present help! *Psalm 46:1* Whenever u need help, and when u call out to Him, He'll come to u! He wun say stuff like, "I used to help.. But mayb not in this era." or "Wait for Me to return someday to get u out of ur troubles.". haha. That's not my Daddy man. He's veri real and a veri present help! haha. And He jus loves mi too much to see mi in stress or anything man. haha.


Savior is His name. hehe. Yesterday i was listening to pastor mark's sermon. He touched on smth that is jus so real. U noe every religion talks bout how to be a good person, teach u how to be a good person. These are like teachers. When u're drowning in the water, they can onli teach u how to help urself get out of it. But onli Jesus is the one who will put aside His glory and honor to come down to save mi! There's none like Him. He is a Savior. A Savior who saves becos He loves. A Lover who came becos He loves. He's all loving. He's the onli one who saw, beyond my every imperfections, my veri need of Him. And jus becos He loves mi, He came to die for mi. And when He rose again, He sits mi at the right hand of Daddy so that i can enjoy all that He has. Cool right. haha. That's my Lover man. haha.


Many ppl are looking for a perfect fren, a perfect husband, a perfect perfect, all to urself. haha. Mayb not u peeps but mi. haha. I wan someone who can be a hearing ear to mi whenever i need him. I wan him to be always by my side whenever i need him. I wan a lover to see mi as precious and lovely despite all. There are many things that i wan. U can say that i'm demanding and noone can be like that. But i can tell u i'm glad that noone is like this but onli Jesus. haha. Imagine if someone can be like that to mi, i don think i will run to Jesus. haha. But each day when i see and enjoy more of Jesus' love for mi, onli will i realise that, there's none like Him. haha.


Enjoy Jesus' love each day yea. Do things that u enjoy, knowing that He's always by ur side. U're jus so precious to Him. haha. That's the word that spoke to mi. Precious is such a precious word. Noone told mi that i'm precious to him/her, except Jesus. And i love the fact that Jesus is the first to call mi that. hehe. Precious is a word that is used onli on things/ppl that are realli dear and beloved to one. And always know that, Jesus' love for u is a thousand million times more than anything can contain jus becos u're precious to Him. (:


That day i was thinking... I can nv love Jesus like how He loves mi. So wad can i do? haha. And the answer i got was jus so cool! haha. ENJOY His love for mi. Nth is easier den to sit back and enjoy yea. haha. Be a kid and ask from Him, knowing that He nv fails and He can nv fails becos He is God. hehe. Rest in this assurance and with long life, He will satisfy mi! haha. And u also if u're a child of Daddy. hehe.


Sit back and ENJOY for Jesus is His name. (:


*I realised i wrote alot yea. haha.*
Blessings to all!!

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Psalm 103

1 Bless the LORD, O my soul;
And all that is within me, bless His holy name!


2 Bless the LORD, O my soul,
And forget not all His benefits:


3 Who forgives all your iniquities,
Who heals all your diseases,


4 Who redeems your life from destruction,
Who crowns you with lovingkindness and tender mercies,


5 Who satisfies your mouth with good things,
So that your youth is renewed like the eagle's.


6 The LORD executes righteousness
And justice for all who are oppressed.


7 He made known His ways to Moses,
His acts to the children of Israel.


8 The LORD is merciful and gracious,
Slow to anger, and abounding in mercy.


9 He will not always strive with us,
Nor will He keep His anger forever.


10 He has not dealt with us according to our sins,
Nor punished us according to our iniquities.


11 For as the heavens are high above the earth,
So great is His mercy toward those who fear Him;


12 As far as the east is from the west,
So far has He removed our transgressions from us.


13 As a father pities his children,
So the LORD pities those who fear Him.


14 For He knows our frame;
He remembers that we are dust.


15 As for man, his days are like grass;
As a flower of the field, so he flourishes.


16 For the wind passes over it, and it is gone,
And its place remembers it no more.


17 But the mercy of the LORD is from everlasting to everlasting
On those who fear Him,
And His righteousness to children's children,


18 To such as keep His covenant,
And to those who remember His commandments to do them.


19 The LORD has established His throne in heaven,
And His kingdom rules over all.


20 Bless the LORD, you His angels,
Who excel in strength, who do His word,
Heeding the voice of His word.


21 Bless the LORD, all you His hosts,
You ministers of His, who do His pleasure.


22 Bless the LORD, all His works,
In all places of His dominion.
Bless the LORD, O my soul!


http://bible.gospelcom.net/


Beautiful is Thy name. Bless the Lord, O my soul! ( :

Monday, October 10, 2005

Yeppie!!

haha. Got some corrections to make from my last post man~ I love my past!!! haha. Some might think it's kinda absurd or i'm kinda confused; one moment saying this, the other moment saying that. haha. But come to think of it, i realli love my past!!


Have it not been my past, i wun noe how precious Daddy is to mi. Have it not been my past, i wun noe how precious i am to Daddy. Have it not been my past, i wun noe how much i've been loved by Daddy. Have it not been my past, mayb i will nv noe how realli blessed i realli am. haha. Not to say ppl muz go thru a past that's kinda messy. But come to think of it, my past ain't that messy. It's jus that i throw tantrum a lil, rebellious for a short period and stuff. That's all. No stealing, no nth. So actualli i'm veri blessed man! haha.


But sometimes the lil filthy devil with the broken sulk will try to spoil my day man. Try lar. It's my Daddy u're against man. Not mi. haha. Daddy's always in control so no worries at all man! haha. Daddy turns every and i mean EVERY situation to my good man. ALWAYS! haha.


Daddy gave up everything jus to be with mi!! He jus loves mi so much!! SO very much! Everyday when He see mi, He sees not mi but He sees Jesus. =D Jesus is my righteous. Jesus is my holiness. Jesus is my all in all. Jesus put down His everything jus for mi to enjoy all that He has!! The inexhaustible love of His!! The inexhaustible favour of His! The inexhaustible resources of His!! Ppl might hab the resources but i hab the SOURCE - my Daddy!! haha. I'm the richest being alive man! I'm the most blessed one!! How not to be when Jesus is the one i'm in?? haha. It's realli so undeserved man. I love being undeserving. haha. It jus shows the gracious heart of my Abba.


haha. Yesterday got a great revelation when i was sms'ing zling. U noe wad Jesus did on the cross entitles mi to a buffet man. And at the buffet is all the best food u can name. But many a times, believers are onli drinking plain water at the buffet, not knowing that they are also able to eat the good food available there. I told des` bout this revelation and he added smth that i thot was realli good. hehe.


This is the edited version: Wad Jesus did on the cross entitles all believers to a buffet! One buffet for each!! haha. Full of all the best food available and these food are like - health, prosperity, well-being, simply SHALOM!! Jesus' own Shalom. But believers are onli drinking the wine of Jesus' blood, not discerning the Lord's body. Cos all believers noe that the Lord's blood cleansed us from sins but many do not noe that the Lord's body was broken so that ours will be whole! *man! didn't this open my eyes! haha*


So child of God, start enjoying the good food at the buffet man! It's free for u but it's paid at the price of Jesus' blood! Paid alreadi don eat, wasted right. lols. Ask that u will receive that ur joy may be full. *John 16:24* It's Daddy's delight to give to His child man!!


Everytime when u read the bible, u can see the gracious and merciful heart of Daddy. He's all loving towards mi!! And u as well if u are a child of God! =D He always does things so that YOU will be happy. An example would be John 16:24. Daddy didnt say "ask and u will receive that My joy will be full" ma! Daddy said that "YOUR joy may be full". His heart is always towards us man!! haha. I thank God for all the beautiful things in my life man! Small as some may be but all these are the token of love from my Almighty Daddy!!


Daddy, thank You for loving mi. It's in You that i'm complete and i'm so glad that i'm FOREVER in u!! Ur heart jus delight giving to mi. This is You!! My all loving Daddy. haha.


Love to all~ Blessings blessings! Shalom~

Saturday, October 08, 2005

keke

WooHoo!! haha. Been a long time since i last blogged. hee. Didnt realli noe wad to blog bout. Actualli even now i also dunno wad to blog bout. But, jus go with the flow man. haha. I am the righteousness of God in Christ! I am a kingpriest! Double portion!! There's power in my words! Lols.


Anyway, I'm getting back my exams results on 19 oct man! haha. Kinda excited. Don realli noe wad will the results be like man! But i'm jus gonna trust Daddy for something best for mi jus becos He loves mi man!! I am His most loved! Most favourite!! haha.


Yesterday i met my sec skool frens. Actualli i didnt realli like past. It's kinda messy and stuff. But when i thot bout it again today, i jus see the faithfulness of Daddy. I prayed a prayer to accept Jesus when i was in sec 1 *but i didnt noe wad is accepting Christ bout man* and Daddy has been blessing and keeping mi since then. Daddy is jus so faithful loh. Thou i did not acknowledge Him, which i'm pretty ashame to say. Lols. But He's always faithful!! It's all bout Christ and none bout mi!!


He had all things planned for mi man. Cos at the end of the day, it's His arms that are always open wide for mi. Not to say that i don hab frens or wad man. Thank God for frens, sisters and brothers in Christ man. They're jus such blessings to mi. It's the love of God that placed them in my life! =D But u noe, Daddy is the onli eternally faithful one. The one who NV change. The one who forever honor His words. For He said that His words shall not return to Him void. hehe. Daddy is the onli one who realli know mi man! I don even noe myself much man. But thank God, Daddy is in my life cos it's Him who preserved mi from harm. hehe.


No weapons form against mi shall prosper! haha.


Realli dunno wad to blog bout man! Blessings! Blessings! haha. Shalom!!!

Saturday, October 01, 2005

WooHoo!!

YEAH!!! Exams are over!! Man!! I jus love it man! Haha. Though i didnt realli study much but u noe, Daddy jus put this peace in my heart. Praise God! I jus noe that i will not get wad i deserve but wad Jesus deserves cos i'm the righteousness of God in Christ!! Hahah.


Last night i almost couldn't slp cos i was jus so excited that today is the last paper!! Lols. I thought of wad i'm gonna do during the one mth holiday. Keke. I got so excited over it that i couldn't slp. *opps. did i repeat myself. haha.* And yesterday i felt God's love, so real to mi. I could realli feel His love for mi, Him hugging mi, telling mi how much He loves it. It's such a great feeling!! Haha. Daddy's love is jus so real and so awesome. No words can describe it.. No words.. But it's true, yes, it's true. =D


You noe at times we might wanna find love elsewhere. It's even so for mi. But when i look back to Jesus again, I jus feel so full. It's like, noone can ever replace Him or His love for mi cos it's simply so great and so powerful. Hehe.


I still remember years ago, i made a statement which i also didnt noe why i had so much conviction but it's jus so true to mi. I said, "Love is the most impt thing in my life. I cant do w/o it. I can hab nth else but not love." But down thru the years, i began to realise how this world works and this thot jus kinda passed mi by cos i saw how ppl jus not cherish love and jus treat it as child's play. It's jus so disappointing.


But years later, which is like this year, *lols* i finally kinda understood a lil bout it. U noe in the bible it's written that [God is love] *1 John 4:8* It's jus so true for mi. And i think it's true for everyone. Cos who will be ard if there's no God? Haha. And u noe, the greatest love of all is God's love!! [ For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.] *John 3:16*

Lols. It's jus so true. U gotta believe it. I know cos it's my own experience. Haha. I'm a princess, lost yet found and is loved forevermore! Cos it's not bout wad i do but all bout wad Christ had done for mi. =D


You jus gotta experience it urself man! haha. Shalom! [meaning: completeness, soundness, welfare, peace]


p.s: prince des`!! did u link mi?! lols. shalom bro!