Friday, October 28, 2005

Jesus is His name (:

haha. I have got nth much to blog bout. But i jus wanna hab a new entry! I don care! haha.


Jesus is His name. (:


haha. Skool's reopening soon!! Woohoo!! I'm realli looking forward to this coming semester. haha.

Wanted to talk bout my semester 1's results and stuff. But i kinda don feel the flow cos gotta force myself to recall stuff. lols. Anyway, i got a gpa of 2.3!! haha. Managed to pass all by the undeserved favour of Daddy. keke. And next semester is coming!! From valley to victory shall be my results man. haha.


I dunno bout u peeps but for mi, sometimes i will try to live on the memories of Daddy in my life, thinking bout His undeserved favour and love upon mi in the PAST events. And i don realli like it man. Cos i'll be like trying to recall stuff and live in that memory when Daddy's love and undeserved favour is fresh upon mi each day!! Why shld i live on memories instead of reality? haha. And a few days ago, i realli grew tired of this recalling stuff and i've decided... I don wanna live on memories no more! haha.


When i come to think of it, it's realli a waste of time! It's jus like trying to imagine how nice pudding tastes when a pudding is right in front of u and u're not eating it to enjoy it once again! haha.
Oh ya! And wad pastor prince shared yesterday was realli good. He said something like, to redeem ur time is to live NOW! haha. Don live on yesterday's memories or tmr's worries. Live NOW! haha. It's jus so cool! It realli applies to mi. hehe. Guess it'll apply to u too. *winks*


haha. And for mi, i've decided to live each day at a time. I'm still learning yea. haha. And i jus wanna feel Daddy's love and undeserved favour fresh and new upon mi each day. Worry not bout tml and live not on past regrets! haha.


haha. In the bible, Jesus always introduce Himself as "I AM". This realli says of who He realli is. He is a veri present help! *Psalm 46:1* Whenever u need help, and when u call out to Him, He'll come to u! He wun say stuff like, "I used to help.. But mayb not in this era." or "Wait for Me to return someday to get u out of ur troubles.". haha. That's not my Daddy man. He's veri real and a veri present help! haha. And He jus loves mi too much to see mi in stress or anything man. haha.


Savior is His name. hehe. Yesterday i was listening to pastor mark's sermon. He touched on smth that is jus so real. U noe every religion talks bout how to be a good person, teach u how to be a good person. These are like teachers. When u're drowning in the water, they can onli teach u how to help urself get out of it. But onli Jesus is the one who will put aside His glory and honor to come down to save mi! There's none like Him. He is a Savior. A Savior who saves becos He loves. A Lover who came becos He loves. He's all loving. He's the onli one who saw, beyond my every imperfections, my veri need of Him. And jus becos He loves mi, He came to die for mi. And when He rose again, He sits mi at the right hand of Daddy so that i can enjoy all that He has. Cool right. haha. That's my Lover man. haha.


Many ppl are looking for a perfect fren, a perfect husband, a perfect perfect, all to urself. haha. Mayb not u peeps but mi. haha. I wan someone who can be a hearing ear to mi whenever i need him. I wan him to be always by my side whenever i need him. I wan a lover to see mi as precious and lovely despite all. There are many things that i wan. U can say that i'm demanding and noone can be like that. But i can tell u i'm glad that noone is like this but onli Jesus. haha. Imagine if someone can be like that to mi, i don think i will run to Jesus. haha. But each day when i see and enjoy more of Jesus' love for mi, onli will i realise that, there's none like Him. haha.


Enjoy Jesus' love each day yea. Do things that u enjoy, knowing that He's always by ur side. U're jus so precious to Him. haha. That's the word that spoke to mi. Precious is such a precious word. Noone told mi that i'm precious to him/her, except Jesus. And i love the fact that Jesus is the first to call mi that. hehe. Precious is a word that is used onli on things/ppl that are realli dear and beloved to one. And always know that, Jesus' love for u is a thousand million times more than anything can contain jus becos u're precious to Him. (:


That day i was thinking... I can nv love Jesus like how He loves mi. So wad can i do? haha. And the answer i got was jus so cool! haha. ENJOY His love for mi. Nth is easier den to sit back and enjoy yea. haha. Be a kid and ask from Him, knowing that He nv fails and He can nv fails becos He is God. hehe. Rest in this assurance and with long life, He will satisfy mi! haha. And u also if u're a child of Daddy. hehe.


Sit back and ENJOY for Jesus is His name. (:


*I realised i wrote alot yea. haha.*
Blessings to all!!