Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Jesus take over

:) The time for restoration has come. :)

Not sure why but yesterday I just cried like a boo-boo baby. It's like the inside all breaking up. Maybe it's the longing of the closeness. Maybe 'cos too long never talk le. Maybe it's just all the bottling up; not sure where to pour it out to.

Daddy, you know how hard I cried. You know how I felt on the inside.

Jesus, take over.

Anyway, my sister (bestie from sec sch) is coming church this Sunday~ haha. :)

Daddy, You know Princess only likes a Prince.

Saturday, July 07, 2007

My Days Ahead are Ever Brighter

Habakkuk 3:17-19 (AMP)

17 Though the fig tree does not blossom and there is no fruit on the vines, [though] the product of the olive fails and the fields yield no food, though the flock is cut off from the fold and there are no cattle in the stalls,

18 Yet I will rejoice in the Lord; I will exult in the [victorious] God of my salvation!

19 The Lord God is my Strength, my personal bravery, and my invincible army; He makes my feet like hinds' feet and will make me to walk [not to stand still in terror, but to walk] and make [spiritual] progress upon my high places [of trouble, suffering, or responsibility]!

For the Chief Musician; with my stringed instruments.

Saw these verses in the bible yesterday. hehe. Just thought that the last verse is very beautiful. Sometimes we feel that in trial we only seem to be getting down or stagnant but it's not true! :) Even when circumstances are like blah~ and it doesn't feel so cool anymore, know that the path of the just is like the shining sun, that shines ever brighter unto the perfect day. (Proverbs 4:18)

haha. Share something with you. :) That day I was taking bus home from work and you know buses in Singapore has specific route. I have been taking bus home since like first day of work; I've been working for like 2.5 months already. But a few days ago I noticed the name of this money charger that is Everbright. :) Reminder that my days are ever brighter! :) Then the next day I went pass there again and I noticed the whole signboard it says - Everbright Money Changer. haha. At that moment, it's just like Daddy telling me, "No matter how things or circumstances change, your days will only get ever brighter." :)

haha. It's cool when we see God in daily life, giving Him thanks for even the little things. :)

The person whom I'm covering has got this calendar that daily there's a verse attached. And yesterday's (Friday) verse was

Acts 14:17 (NIV)
Yet he has not left himself without testimony: He has shown kindness by giving you rain from heaven and crops in their seasons; he provides you with plenty of food and fills your hearts with joy."

Not sure what version was the calendar using but guess it's NIV. haha. Anyway, what I saw was that, "Hey. Even rain shows the goodness of God."

Hmm.. I think that verse is also talking about work/job because if I'm not wrong, I think many of them are farmers in that day and age. Pls correct me if I'm wrong. :) So yeap. It's Daddy who gives the increase. It's Your goodness that has brought me so far.

Yes Lord, it's all undeserved.

GOD loves me.
Let it sink deep.
I receive with both arms & heart wide open.

I humble myself under Your mighty hand that You may exalt me in due time; casting all my cares unto You because You care for me. :)

Monday, July 02, 2007

Hi...

Daddy, thanks for all the lovely ones You have placed in my life. In times when I'm down, they're there. Might not be many. Might be just 1 or 2 or even more but I know You are behind all these. :) When the going gets tough, the tough goes shopping. haha! Quote from Pastor Prince when one of the testimonies was shared recently. haha.

Daddy, let my life be that which glorifies Jesus, full of thanksgiving and appreciation. Thank You for Your Grace for Now. Not for later because when later comes, it's now again. :)

Daddy, I'm growing; We're growing together. haha.

What really stucked with me recently is to see who Jesus is to me; and to spend time reading His Word.

Yesterday pastor shared different sermon every service. And during the service I'm in, Pastor talked about Law and Grace. What I caught was: Law is who I am to God, while Grace is who God is to me.

Many a times when disappointment struck is because I feel I am not where I think I should be; I haven't hit the mark. Only to realise later that it's not about me, it's all about Him. And it's completely complete.

For in Him dwells all the fullness of the Godhead bodily; and you are (I am) complete in Him, who is the head of all principality and power. - Colossians 2:9-10

haha. I went YWA CG last Friday and they have decided to go ZOO this weekend! haha. Not sure confirm anot. Still waiting for email. keke. Been wanting to go Zoo. Not as in recent desire but been wanting to go since like 3 years ago? haha. After my Night Safari experience because it wasn't as fun as I thought. But I suppose Zoo would be more fun because all the animals are awake and walking about! In their own boundary of course. haha. Daddy, let Zoo-going be fun and more fun. haha.

New season I'm stepping into. To be real, I wasn't willing to step into it. :) Thoughts like, "I'm growing up too early" kept coming to me. haha. I thought I would love working young but when it really comes, it's like another thingy altogether. Anyway, just an update, my appeal to NTU wasn't successful but I was asked to pray about my studies so think Dad has something on for me. :)

haha. Daddy, let my lips and my words constantly glorfiy You. Let it always be edifying; speaking truth and life to others and to myself. :)

Yes Daddy, Christ is my Favor.

A daily dependence on You. GLORY!

My King Loves me.
Let it sink deep.