Thursday, December 06, 2007

Family - He's interested

:) Hello precious ones~ :)

Been wanting to share but haven't really sat down to do that so here I am today, feeling so woo-ed by my Jesus. No, my actions are not perfect yet but the presence of the Lord is so amazing. I've been feeling so woo-ed these few days when I reach home and now that I'm sitting on the chair in my room, I feel His Presence all over again. :)

There's many things on my heart that I wanna share. So I shall just go with the flow. :)

Daddy God, thank You for Favor and Wisdom. So much I have to learn but so much of Grace as well. Today I was thinking of some magazine stuff and how Daddy wants our lives to be wholesome. We are well groomed and well fed not just spiritually but physically as well. I have been so well fed in this house of God that many a times the change in my physical life is spontaneous.

Like how Daddy God is so interested in my family life. Week in, week out hearing this awesome man of God preaching, I feel so blessed. It's amazing how Daddy God just turn my heart and show me His priorities. I remember I asked Daddy to show my His priorities in my life. And not long after, someone not knowing what I ask Daddy, talked to me about it.

Kinda brushed it off till like 2 weeks ago? The week that Rev. Col preached. Not once, not twice but three times I was reminded of His priorities. haha. Amazing yea. haha. Don't know if you agree but these are the priorities He showed me:-

1. DaddyGod, Jesus
2. Family
3. Work/School
4. Ministry

It's always Himself first and then family. I used to think that ministry comes first only to realise that actually after creating the man - Adam, He created a woman - Eve for him.

I remember pastor shared before how it's always inside out. And when your family is blessed, it would affect every other areas as well. Yes of course DaddyGod comes first. Spending time with Him is important but do follow the life within as well.

Love what pastor shared before that sometimes the most spiritual thing you can do is to get down and play with your kids.

For me, sometimes the most spiritual thing is to sit in front of the TV with my grandma or dad. haha. It's your presence they honor you see. Many times there's a limit to what you can give materially but things that can't be bought - like your time, your presence, your hugs are actually the most precious.

Things can't be bought are valuable. It humbles you doesn't it? To think that with all that you worked for and the effort you put in, with the money you earned, you can't buy the finished work nor righteousness of God.

I realised there's so much grace needed to be a mummy. Because some time back one of my bosses shared about bgr stuff that her young daughter is facing. And the first thing I said was, "but it's not her time yet what.". Then her response made me realised that Jesus - Wisdom Himself has to be involved in a mummy's life. Not sure of her exact words but in essence she say, "I'll pray about it... if I say yes, what are the guidelines and if I say no, why?". haha. To think that I, who was a teenager once and still is (haha!), thought that a simple No would brush it off. haha. Grace grace to be a mummy! haha.

So much to grow this season. So much grace. So much wisdom. So much discernment. His love overwhelms doesn't He? haha.

Thank You Jesus for such awesome growing times.
Thank You Daddy that though there's much to learn, You always remind me that the work is finished.

haha. So looking forward to camp! haha. I mean our own YWA one. haha. Immersed in the presence of Daddy! haha. So fun so fun! haha.

Holy Spirit, open my eyes to see Jesus is more than enough. haha.

When you make Daddy so big instead of your situation, you can see so much better.
When your situation is big in your sight, you would be manipulated by whatever that happens. But when Daddy is so big, Daddy would "manipulate" the situations for you. See Favor in action beloveds. YOU! The one whom Jesus died for! haha. Okay. Exclamation marks and caps just to catch your attention. hehe.

Have fun people. Life are meant to be enjoyed. Each day I'm seeing more and more, it's Jesus I need.

God wants to prosper your family. :)

With all Love,
Jesus' baby