Monday, March 13, 2006

His Presence

haha. YO!! lols. I'M HERE TO BLOG!! lols. Been working. haha. Correction: Been resting in the Lord at my workplace. lols. So blessed! haha. How're you? lols. I'm SO blessed cos I have Jesus; I have everything. haha.

I'm now doing my attachment. It's suppose to last for one and a half mths. One week has passed! So cool! lols. Daddy had, still is and will always, blessed me with so much! It's really undeserved. haha.

Coach and the lovely people of SPCG came down to find me today!! So sweet!! haha. We're really like a family. We love because He first loved us. (1 John 4:19) haha. Beautiful people, thanks for coming down! Love you for who you are! Cos you're Daddy's precious! As Christ is, so are YOU in this world! haha.

I really wanna thanks Daddy for loving me. I really wanna thank Jesus and Daddy for They love me more than I love myself! Every moment, Jesus is jus thinking of me. Every moment, Jesus is jus loving me. Every moment, Jesus is just smiling at me cos He jus loves me so much! haha. I didnt work to get all these but it's all because I am His. =D

Okay. Shall tell you a lil bout what I do at my workplace. haha. I clean the counter, check stock, talk to customers, play with the devices. haha. Know who's my boss? haha. Jesus!! lols. And whatever you do, do it heartily, as to the Lord and not to men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the reward of the inheritance; for you serve the Lord Christ. (Colossians 3:23-24)

haha. Basically I'm really there to enjoy and be a blessing to the place that Daddy wanna bless! haha. It's really Daddy who's enjoying me. haha. I really feel Daddy love me more than I love Him. haha. And that's the fact and the truth! lols. Even when I'm down and out, Daddy still loves me. Even when I'm like a dirty lil baby, Daddy still loves me. Even when I have a bad hair day, (but I know i wouldn't cos as Christ is, so am I in this world.) Daddy still loves me all the same. lols. Cos it's not about what I do/did/going to do but it's bout Christ and Christ alone! haha. Jesus died for me to enjoy!

THANK YOU JESUS! =D

Daddy is really so GOOD!! lols. Initially I was upset because of my schedule but Daddy is really ALWAYS in control! haha. My schedule is kind of pack so I'm like really busy and stuff. But Daddy actually had already prepared me. Thank You Jesus. :D

Daddy told me a few things which I really wanna share with you! haha. YES! YOU! lols. It's really no coincidence that you're reading this. haha.

Our lives are really testimonies cos we have Jesus in our lives. haha. People will see you and they'll not understand why you're so blessed. But you know and you know, it's because Jesus is in your life! haha.

I realised I'm really not made for stress. You can call me weak or whatever, I don mind! Cos Daddy's strength is made perfect in my weakness. (2 Corinthians 12:9-10) haha. I got really stress cos I only had three days of training and I was left to handle the counter on my own. But I was never alone cos Jesus is my Boss! haha. Jesus really loves me dearly. He loves you too! Cos you're His. haha.

I realised I'm really a NOTHING without Christ! I mean how much can I, this pitiful self do without Christ? lols. I really learnt to lean on Jesus and His love for me. It's like bo pian, can't help it, you get what I mean? Cos I have got noone to lean on!! haha. Cos I only He will NEVER leave me nor forsake me! (Hebrews 13:5) haha.

I really depended or should I say had to depend on His grace, unearned unmerited undeserved favor. lols.

Anyway, I'm selling electronic dictionaries. haha. So a few days ago, I was kind of interested to find out what does unearned, unmerited and undeserved means. haha. I couldn't find the words but I managed to find the words - earn, merit, deserve. haha. You know what's the common meaning for all these three? It actually means getting something because you did something good. haha.
But God's favor is unearned, unmerited, undeserved. haha. No amount of good you do can give you access to His blessings. Jesus is the only password and faith is the way. (Romans 5:1-5) haha.

I think it's really fun when you jus cultivate the habit of Jesus' presence. haha. As I said earlier, I was pretty upset because of my schedule. Actually thinking back, it's illogical why I should be upset when I have Jesus with me, in me, for me! haha. I was upset cos I felt I would miss out. What a foolish thought! I have Jesus; I have everything! lols.

Jus now when I was on my way to the bus stop to take bus to my workplace, Daddy told me something that is so precious. haha. You know church isn't the only place where we can enjoy Jesus' presence. Jesus is ALWAYS with us! 24-7! haha.

When we hear bout Jesus, we become conscious of Him! Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of Christ. (Romans 10:17) haha. Going to church doesn't make Jesus wanna spend time with me. Instead I feel going church and hearing bout Jesus makes us wanna spend time with Him!
Cos when we hear and know who and how Christ is like, we will wanna spend time with this loving Savior! haha. We can worship Him, talk to Him anytime! Even when you're naked! =X haha. Jesus jus loves to spend time with you cos you're His and He loves you dearly! :D

Jeremiah 31:3
The LORD has appeared of old to me, saying: "Yes, I have loved you with an everlasting love; Therefore with lovingkindness I have drawn you.

haha. It's the goodness of God that leads us to repentance. (Romans 2:4) haha. Beloved, continue to enjoy Jesus yea. Cos He is all you need! Seek the Blesser and not the blessings. Seek the Giver and not the gifts.

Colossians 1:16-18
16 For by Him all things were created that are in heaven and that are on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or principalities or powers. All things were created through Him and for Him. 17 And He is before all things, and in Him all things consist. 18 And He is the head of the body, the church, who is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, that in all things He may have the preeminence.

haha. Delight yourself in Him yea. Cos He always delight in you. As Christ is, so are you in this world. ;) Enjoy! :D


God Is Working In Me! haha.
Daddy's beloved~